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Jul. 29th, 2003 07:35 pmAh, fuck fuck FUCK! Serious lapse in judgement, self-control is sadly slipping. After about 5 minutes of thudding my head dully against a wall in an absent-minded fashion, it suddenly hit me that I can't go near the bathroom for awhile. Too dangerous.
I wish I could trust me.
Will continue to do homework and will stick to computer. Computer is safe. Sort of.
Recent entries have basically been quiz, complain about homework, angst. Nothing of any interest. This is probably because life is currently largely summed up by two words: "homework" and "angst". All other aspects are rather dim and hazy, shortly forgotten after they happened and such that I can't bring myself to care about them enough to remember or mention them.
I scribbled wildly with a pencil on Maths Coaching. Very satisfying. Told Matt that it was chaos; then changed my mind and said it was my life. He said, "not good." I like Matt. He's crazy too.
Edit: Ow. Headache. Bashing head against wall NOT most brilliant idea ever. *whimper* Back to homework. Strange... I do my homework sitting near the computer, and occasionally check LJ or my email. *blink* Probably not advisable study habits, but it gets done. And stuff.
I wish I could trust me.
Will continue to do homework and will stick to computer. Computer is safe. Sort of.
Recent entries have basically been quiz, complain about homework, angst. Nothing of any interest. This is probably because life is currently largely summed up by two words: "homework" and "angst". All other aspects are rather dim and hazy, shortly forgotten after they happened and such that I can't bring myself to care about them enough to remember or mention them.
I scribbled wildly with a pencil on Maths Coaching. Very satisfying. Told Matt that it was chaos; then changed my mind and said it was my life. He said, "not good." I like Matt. He's crazy too.
Edit: Ow. Headache. Bashing head against wall NOT most brilliant idea ever. *whimper* Back to homework. Strange... I do my homework sitting near the computer, and occasionally check LJ or my email. *blink* Probably not advisable study habits, but it gets done. And stuff.
