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I feel gronky. Gronky, and tired. I've just slept for half an hour to an hour, and feel worse than I did before. I have a headache, I feel perpetually tired, and I feel listless and depressed and crap for no apparent reason. I mean, what do I have to be depressed about? Really?
... please don't answer that. I just realised how nicely I'm repressing my life at the moment, and that could rather mess up the whole system.
Anyway, feel vaguely guilty for bitching, but life is a bit disgusting at this point in time. And it's sort of better than not-updating, right?
Haven't really had the motivation to update, recently. Just can't be bothered. Actually, that applies to most things. Which is kind of crap, really. *sigh*
Day... eh. History. Apparently I didn't fail my essay, and did substantially better than last time. This is all I know. Yay. Spent lesson mocking guy on video's accent with Annie.
Had free, was unproductive. What else is new.
Religion was, well, depressing. World Vision always makes me realise how selfish I'm being purely by existing. And Mari looked really upset.
Almost fell asleep in maths, had conversation with Mrs Tolano about how perfectionism is bad.
Went to english, more Romeo and Juliette, Mercutio/Romeo forever, Baz is my god. Mercutio's death scene was VERY sad. I got the impression that maybe Mercutio thought Romeo was in love with Tybalt during that scene, but this was possibly just me. Michelle hates Mercutio and blames him for everything, and thus is on the hate list for awhile.
Didn't have the stuff I needed to work on my IT assignment in IT, so instead tried to find out which books Adrian was in. Coincidentally, Soul Music and Interesting Times. On another note, my believe in the total shitiness of the internet was reaffirmed- discovered:
- a discworld mary sue. Actually, MANY mary sues in the same story by this girl. The one we looked at the bio for had ankle length light green hair. Do I rest my case? It gets worse. She's the daughter of a God, got taught magic by the wizards at UU (DESPITE being female), can turn into a crocodile and can control weather, amongst other stuff. Guy she ends up with has knee-length silver hair, silver skin, green-indigo eyes (how does that even WORK?), was adopted by Death because he felt SORRY for him (yeah right) and was ALSO taught magic by wizards at UU. Both of them travel to XXXX at some point. Odds, people? *shudder*
- A discworld/buffy crossover. No, really- buffy characters on discworld. It hurt my brain.
- And finally, the ENTIRE TEXT of Interesting Times. On the Internet. On a Dutch site. Yeees.
Ack. So anyway, got home, recieved 40 emails, and practiced golf with my brother (who is home for a week). Mooched around feeling urk, slept for some time (see above), and here we are.
God, I need to get some happy pills.
... please don't answer that. I just realised how nicely I'm repressing my life at the moment, and that could rather mess up the whole system.
Anyway, feel vaguely guilty for bitching, but life is a bit disgusting at this point in time. And it's sort of better than not-updating, right?
Haven't really had the motivation to update, recently. Just can't be bothered. Actually, that applies to most things. Which is kind of crap, really. *sigh*
Day... eh. History. Apparently I didn't fail my essay, and did substantially better than last time. This is all I know. Yay. Spent lesson mocking guy on video's accent with Annie.
Had free, was unproductive. What else is new.
Religion was, well, depressing. World Vision always makes me realise how selfish I'm being purely by existing. And Mari looked really upset.
Almost fell asleep in maths, had conversation with Mrs Tolano about how perfectionism is bad.
Went to english, more Romeo and Juliette, Mercutio/Romeo forever, Baz is my god. Mercutio's death scene was VERY sad. I got the impression that maybe Mercutio thought Romeo was in love with Tybalt during that scene, but this was possibly just me. Michelle hates Mercutio and blames him for everything, and thus is on the hate list for awhile.
Didn't have the stuff I needed to work on my IT assignment in IT, so instead tried to find out which books Adrian was in. Coincidentally, Soul Music and Interesting Times. On another note, my believe in the total shitiness of the internet was reaffirmed- discovered:
- a discworld mary sue. Actually, MANY mary sues in the same story by this girl. The one we looked at the bio for had ankle length light green hair. Do I rest my case? It gets worse. She's the daughter of a God, got taught magic by the wizards at UU (DESPITE being female), can turn into a crocodile and can control weather, amongst other stuff. Guy she ends up with has knee-length silver hair, silver skin, green-indigo eyes (how does that even WORK?), was adopted by Death because he felt SORRY for him (yeah right) and was ALSO taught magic by wizards at UU. Both of them travel to XXXX at some point. Odds, people? *shudder*
- A discworld/buffy crossover. No, really- buffy characters on discworld. It hurt my brain.
- And finally, the ENTIRE TEXT of Interesting Times. On the Internet. On a Dutch site. Yeees.
Ack. So anyway, got home, recieved 40 emails, and practiced golf with my brother (who is home for a week). Mooched around feeling urk, slept for some time (see above), and here we are.
God, I need to get some happy pills.
