My holidays... come back! *sadly*
Jul. 18th, 2004 01:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tammaiyaSo WinMX is a bitch and I can't seem to download ANYTHING off it these days. Are its users all bailing or something? Cause half the time it doesn't have what I want and the other half it's... *mental blank* how the FUCK do you spell queaue? thingy? Whatever, that word-ed.
Meanwhile, my solitude goes quite well, aside from the mild surreality of it. Had pizza tonight for dinner. Also, in a fit of stupidity, I baked cookies. I don't know why I did this; I am afraid of cooking. I mean, I can cook, I used to cook a lot with my dad, but... er, I'm still afraid of it. In fact, I'm afraid of ordering for pizza too, and wouldn't do it unless my choices were severely restricted. It's my mildly cripling inferiority complex, I always think I'll screw up. ^^; Lord knows how you'd screw up ordering pizza, but anyway. I managed to order pizza and cook despite the Paralysing Fear. Isn't that great. And I ended up with more food than I needed, which is a change from the last few days. Also I got coke and garlic bread with the pizza because it had to be over $12 for delivery, and drinking the coke I could FEEL my teeth decaying.
It's been a while, okay? Shhhh.
As you can see, the slight icon-mania continues. Was bored this morning, and thus made The Silliest Seishirou/Subaru Icon Ever(TM). *cough* That was fun.
Speaking of S/S, I was trying to write that bleeding fic again today and I hit some rather big obstacles, namely:
I need to distract Subaru. Eep. And find some way to get him in the same area as human life without heaps of filler, that'd be nice.
Cookies taste nice, but if only I'd remembered that I always feel slightly sick after eating them... *sweatdrop* Then again I ALWAYS feel slightly sick after eating. *sigh*
OMG I have to clean up the kitchen. *soft keening* Nooooooooooo...
Also, Fahye and I were contemplating an S/S CD. But I'm stuck at about 40 minutes. Any ideas, people?
Meanwhile, my solitude goes quite well, aside from the mild surreality of it. Had pizza tonight for dinner. Also, in a fit of stupidity, I baked cookies. I don't know why I did this; I am afraid of cooking. I mean, I can cook, I used to cook a lot with my dad, but... er, I'm still afraid of it. In fact, I'm afraid of ordering for pizza too, and wouldn't do it unless my choices were severely restricted. It's my mildly cripling inferiority complex, I always think I'll screw up. ^^; Lord knows how you'd screw up ordering pizza, but anyway. I managed to order pizza and cook despite the Paralysing Fear. Isn't that great. And I ended up with more food than I needed, which is a change from the last few days. Also I got coke and garlic bread with the pizza because it had to be over $12 for delivery, and drinking the coke I could FEEL my teeth decaying.
It's been a while, okay? Shhhh.
As you can see, the slight icon-mania continues. Was bored this morning, and thus made The Silliest Seishirou/Subaru Icon Ever(TM). *cough* That was fun.
Speaking of S/S, I was trying to write that bleeding fic again today and I hit some rather big obstacles, namely:
- Subaru is trying to work out the mechanics of the afterlife. Stop him, please, because it's rather mind-bending and furthermore *I* don't understand said mechanics. IT DOESN'T WORK.
- While we're on the topic, what do dead people do anyway?
- And that's another problem, I want the timeline to stretch and days to stop counting and it to stop being day one. And it won't. It hates me, clearly.
I need to distract Subaru. Eep. And find some way to get him in the same area as human life without heaps of filler, that'd be nice.
Cookies taste nice, but if only I'd remembered that I always feel slightly sick after eating them... *sweatdrop* Then again I ALWAYS feel slightly sick after eating. *sigh*
OMG I have to clean up the kitchen. *soft keening* Nooooooooooo...
Also, Fahye and I were contemplating an S/S CD. But I'm stuck at about 40 minutes. Any ideas, people?
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Date: 2004-07-17 10:33 am (UTC)*sympathizes with your foodical adventures* :(
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Date: 2004-07-17 11:50 pm (UTC)What songs have you already got?
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Date: 2004-07-18 12:31 am (UTC)Baby One More Time
Poison
Do What You Have To Do
Possession
Torn
Please Bleed
Sweet Little Lies
Sweet Dreams Are Made Of These
I'll Be Watching You
Those are the ones I've come up with. Oh, and Paths of Desire, though I don't have that yet. There were some others I was sort of thinking of not seriously.
Like the Poker song. *g* Okay, not really.
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Date: 2004-07-18 12:49 am (UTC)Will try to think of other songs for you.
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Date: 2004-07-18 01:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-18 10:52 pm (UTC)What about the one I sent you last night?
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Date: 2004-07-18 04:18 am (UTC)Very Subaru. (http://www.lyrics007.com/Sarah%20McLachlan%20Lyrics/Stupid%20Lyrics.html)
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Date: 2004-07-18 05:24 am (UTC)