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Oct. 13th, 2004 07:32 pmSEE THIS?
THIS IS ME GIVING UP. AAAAAAAAAAARGH I CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MOOOOOOORE! I hate history so SO very much at this precise moment! Every time I try to study, my mind glazes over! And if I attempt to persist, I sink further and further into mind-numbing boredom UNTIL IT IS JUST TOO PAINFUL TO GO ON.
So I take a break. Rinse, lather, RE-FUCKING-PEEEEEEEAT wah.
I am in a zen place now. I have accepted my failure; I am moving on. And, coincidentally, not even TRYING to study any more. I did my maths homework. I started my Jap oral. That's something, isn't it? Feh.
*meditates upon her own lack of caring*
Of course I will care tomorrow, when I don't know anything on the test and have to endure the very unpleasant sensation of FAILURE.
But tomorrow is not today. *goes off to do something more interesting*
THIS IS ME GIVING UP. AAAAAAAAAAARGH I CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MOOOOOOORE! I hate history so SO very much at this precise moment! Every time I try to study, my mind glazes over! And if I attempt to persist, I sink further and further into mind-numbing boredom UNTIL IT IS JUST TOO PAINFUL TO GO ON.
So I take a break. Rinse, lather, RE-FUCKING-PEEEEEEEAT wah.
I am in a zen place now. I have accepted my failure; I am moving on. And, coincidentally, not even TRYING to study any more. I did my maths homework. I started my Jap oral. That's something, isn't it? Feh.
*meditates upon her own lack of caring*
Of course I will care tomorrow, when I don't know anything on the test and have to endure the very unpleasant sensation of FAILURE.
But tomorrow is not today. *goes off to do something more interesting*
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Date: 2004-10-13 03:31 am (UTC)eujar and juju will kick butt, everyone else will crash and burn. i hope.
having not paid ANY attention in class all year, i know i'm screwed and i'm trying not to care. TRYING SO HARD.
help me not care?
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Date: 2004-10-13 01:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-13 10:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-14 04:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-14 04:38 am (UTC)