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Oct. 26th, 2004 09:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tammaiya*calmly* I am having my own very special little breakdown at the moment, which involved at various times, amongst other things, bursting into tears, screaming at my dog for scratching her ear, and throwing my English oral to the floor in a fit of low self esteem-induced rage.
However, aside from what I have just said, I really do not want to talk about it. In fact I tossed up about posting tonight at all, since I generally don't like posting when I'm angry or upset or this close to snapping, but I needed to vent. Even if just a little. So.
Now I'm going to focus on the fact that Tezuka is officially a Gackt fan, because I find the utter crack of this soothing.
However, aside from what I have just said, I really do not want to talk about it. In fact I tossed up about posting tonight at all, since I generally don't like posting when I'm angry or upset or this close to snapping, but I needed to vent. Even if just a little. So.
Now I'm going to focus on the fact that Tezuka is officially a Gackt fan, because I find the utter crack of this soothing.
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Date: 2004-10-26 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-10-26 05:00 am (UTC)ARGH JESUS CHRIST I'M ABOUT TO GET KICKED OFF BY EMAIL CHECKING MOTHER
i'll give you a huge hug and talk first thing tomorrow if i can't deflect her, ok?no subject
Date: 2004-10-26 05:04 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-10-26 05:04 am (UTC)and in this moments it takes for me to run to ym phone, THIS
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0345455282/ref%3Dpd%5Fir%5Fimp/002-1796710-4566445
should cheer you up no end.
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Date: 2004-10-26 06:09 am (UTC)Would some RPage perhaps help you de-stress? I might have a small bit of plottage for the Discworld stuff, and having Ade around for at least a bit would be lovely. Can wait until the weekend (as that's prolly better for both of us anyway, and the whole Daylight Savings Time thing will make it easier for us to catch each other online).
If you'd rather not, I understand completely. Just getting the idea out there.
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Date: 2004-10-26 06:26 am (UTC)At this stage, RP would probably stress me more since a large amount of the problem is lack of time, but I'm graduating in 3 weeks. So maybe then?
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Date: 2004-10-26 06:35 am (UTC)As for RPage, that ought to work. I haven't started things off so I can just sit on the idea for a while. Also, yay graduating!
(You may have to remind me re: plottage, since that'll be the middle of NaNo, but I ought to remember. 'Sides, procrastination!)
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Date: 2004-10-26 11:06 am (UTC)