Public Love Letter

[tammaiya]

Because I am quite clearly an idiot, I put on a schmoopy love cd I burned for mari on her 16th birthday. I am in Sydney; she is in Japan. I don't have her phone number, I don't know the time difference, and she's not on the internet.

Mari, I love you and right now I miss you really really badly and am very sad because this means I cannot sleep and I kind of need to sleep. I actually came back on the computer and the internet (using a dial up connection) just to say this. I know you'll see this sooner or later, since you have internet, but you're probably not on right now. I don't even know when I'll see you again. Listening to that CD? Bad idea.

I'm still listening to it. *headdesk*

When you get back from Japan, I want to see you as soon as humanly possible, okay? My missing of you is a tangible THING.

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[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

*sheepishly* I'm sorry. I don't remember if you've told me not to make these things public but it is entirely possible. Though, at least this way I was pretty well assured you'd see it... ^^;

I DID go to bed, coincidentally. About what time in February? Because it will really REALLY suck to like, the power of infinity if you get back when I'm away. Which I will be for two weeks over January-February. Wah. Do you have your mobile or anything in Japan?