Why do I do this to myself? Did I say that the other day? I can't even remember.

I'm trying to think of a good excuse for me to be updating. I mean, nothing that interesting happened, and I already admitted to Ji that when a Winnie the Pooh cross stitch suddenly needs that much concentration it really is time to go to bed, but... um. I'm a masochist? Clearly. After all, I like X.

So I went to bed at 4, and got up at 1 after a bad dream which I don't really remember. Details fuzzy; definitely involved work, probably involved friends, possibly involved X. I get that vague feeling. Bloody anime in general and X in specific, taking over my life... *mutter*

Didn't do much between getting up and going to work. Surfed internet. Yep. That was pretty much it.

Then I had to catch the bus to work because mum had a thingy, so because I'm paranoid (with good reason, I might add- my track record with buses is appalling) I went early. And I was in the freezing cold for 15 minutes I could have spent... I don't know, surfing the internet.

... Alright, okay, I know I'm sad.

So I almost got frostbite, but at least I didn't miss the bus. Reread half of Howl's Moving Castle at work. Got to go home early. Hooray for small mercies.

And I drank that bottle of Peach Water. Why? Fucked if I know, I didn't even like it. Huh. Story of my life. Compelled towards strange behaviour that I don't really have any reason for despite it not helping in the least.

Look, it's a quarter to 4 in the friggin' morning, don't expect me to make sense.

I think maybe I swear more in the morning. Or possibly just the holidays. Or just recently.

Gah. Who cares.

As I'm sure you've all noticed, "on crack" is my new favourite phrase. I blame anime fandom for this, particularly CLAMP, because it quite simply IS on crack. There is no denying this.

I have reached the level of tired where I can't see straight, which is quite pathetic since it's not even 4 yet, but there you go. I'll try to keep this short, for my own idiotic sake.

Funny conversation for day:

Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
it came to me earlier today that Link is really gay. Just... impossibly gay. I mean, I was looking at the pictures and I was like, "that's a SKIRT. Not a tunic. S. K. I. R. T. SKIRT!" and then there was the Link wearing lavendar... and I was overwhelmed. I think stuff is gay so often now that I sometimes forget what truly gay is.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
...hee
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Link is truly gay.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
He gays alone into that dark night.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
I knew there was a reason I always loved Link
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
He can be my gay boyfriend. Like Oriya.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
I mean, 's not like there's anyone to SLASH him with.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Unless you go in for Ugly Enemy slash.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
eeeeeeew, I was trying not to even go there.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Sorry.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
nah, s'ok
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
You went there anyway didn't you.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
In a trying not to way.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
"Hello, Gannondorf! You are a stupidhead!"
"... Link, is that you?"
"AAAAAAAAH!"
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
I've been there before. Mentally. By accident. And then I ran away, scarred, before I got mugged.
It was in Bad Crack.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
heeeeeeeee.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
I've been there too. *pat*
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
we all have, I think
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
it's disgustingly hard to avoid
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Stupid Ganon.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
*Dorf.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
doesn't even have the good grace to be HOT. like Charlemagne.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
...bad place!

and

The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Wow. SchwartzJr's band ate my playlist. o.o
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
... um, what?
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
Oo;
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Rooney. Jason Schwartzman's little brother is in it. Or so I am told...
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
Oh.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
*mind on anime*
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
So: Schwartz Jr
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Sorry.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
mmmmcrawford.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
you gave me this bizarre mental image of Schwarz: the Second Generation. With horrible chibi crosses of Schu and Brad running around going "Daddy! Schuford keeps reading my mind, make him stop!"
"... ask your father."
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
it's true. bit of an evil bastard over...OH MY GOD OW.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
I. KNOW.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
wah. *feels traumatised*
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Hey, part of it was your fault.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
The imagining part.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
yes, I know
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
that doesn't make me feel any better
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
it reminds me what a horrible place my mind is, for one thing
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
hey, I like your mind. hush.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
okay, what horrible places parts of my mind are, then. *giggle*
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
OK.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
like the Shades.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
I shall divide it into Good Crack and Bad Crack
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
hee!
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
that is most assuredly Bad Crack
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
Will they have a civil war?
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
They probably already do and I haven't noticed yet.
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
maybe that's why my fics are all so bizarre.
The Hunchback of Notre Folle says:
But I like those too...
Reality is just another way of saying "delusions" says:
then clearly Good Crack is the victor.

moral: okay, yes, so maybe copy-paste has replaced all actual brain functions. shhhhhhh.

I might go to bed now. I certainly should. It just suddenly seems like more effort than NOT going.

... I'm a moron. I'm going to bed. REALLY. No, I swear. Really.