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Mar. 27th, 2006 10:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tammaiyaHA HA I AM RUNNING ON TIRED AND CRAZY. Yes, that's right, last night there was a screening of Carb Wars, followed by its depressing sequel The Diabetes Strikes Back, to be concluded with its annoyingly repetitive finale, Return Of The Hypo!!!
SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT THE CRAZY. *headdesk* I! Have had about 4! Hours! Sleep! MAYBE LESS. Because I went to bed late (FOR WHICH I BLAME. UM. KINGDOM HEARTS II AND FIC-WRITING, IN OTHER WORDS ME, MORE ON THAT LATER) and then I couldn't sleep for an hour or so and then? THEN I had a hypo at 6.30 am YAY NOT and was WIDE AWAKE so I did more uni reading! For an hour! AND THEN I STILL COULDN'T SLEEP FOR LIKE ANOTHER HOUR, ie 8.30, and had to get the hell up at 9.30!!!!!
I APOLOGISE FOR ALL THE CAPS AND EXCLAMATION MARK. it's like cocaine. addictive. I can't stop. aaaaaaaaaaargh.
and you know when I woke up i was having another hypo. life is grand. and i was so tired I STABBED MYSELF. inna finger. with my insulin pen. reeeeeeeeal hard. I have a bruise! it matches the very impressive bruise on my arm, from a blood test, also diabetes-related. ahahahahahahah. the arm bruise is actually kind of cool now I can straighten my arm again, it looks like they had to puncture my skin multiple times but really it was only once.
last night I wrote the chiaki segment of Sahasrara. which leaves naoe and takaya. I'm not sure if I should end it with takaya or if i should have a final neutral pov segment actually called sahasrara. but if i did that, what would be in it? the rest of it is introspect. if i had a seventh section i'd have to put semi-plot in it and that wouldn't work unless there it was a continuation of takaya and naoe.
hm.
as for khii, i've been spurred on to finish it by it's impending release in usa. i'm up to the last boss, as i have been for about a month now, but i've been trying for the special ending and i totally lost interest in trying to beat the hades cup all in one go because you need to set aside a lot of time to try doing that only to inevitably get pissed off when you have full health but get hit too many times in the fight with pete in round 20, as happened to me last night. furthest i got was round 43, when i got killed by one of the stupid random in between enemy groups. you can imagine how that rankled, i'm sure.
begin to feel that maybe i should just finish it now, watch the extra ending as downloaded like a month ago, and earn the extra bit later on, when i can be sodded. meanwhile i am going back to those plot summaries, which probably nobody cares about anymore except me but i'd like to have them around for fic reference. so i replayed through one of the more important bits from an older save last night, in order to get the dialogue as close as possible.
anyway, this is all just procrastination from the study i don't want to do when my eyeballs are burning, so i should lug my lazy arse off to actually get on with it all. so extremely sorry about the manic in the first part of the entry and the lack of capitalisation in the second part; i'm sure it's all very irritating, but i'm too tired to care. aaaaaargh.
SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT THE CRAZY. *headdesk* I! Have had about 4! Hours! Sleep! MAYBE LESS. Because I went to bed late (FOR WHICH I BLAME. UM. KINGDOM HEARTS II AND FIC-WRITING, IN OTHER WORDS ME, MORE ON THAT LATER) and then I couldn't sleep for an hour or so and then? THEN I had a hypo at 6.30 am YAY NOT and was WIDE AWAKE so I did more uni reading! For an hour! AND THEN I STILL COULDN'T SLEEP FOR LIKE ANOTHER HOUR, ie 8.30, and had to get the hell up at 9.30!!!!!
I APOLOGISE FOR ALL THE CAPS AND EXCLAMATION MARK. it's like cocaine. addictive. I can't stop. aaaaaaaaaaargh.
and you know when I woke up i was having another hypo. life is grand. and i was so tired I STABBED MYSELF. inna finger. with my insulin pen. reeeeeeeeal hard. I have a bruise! it matches the very impressive bruise on my arm, from a blood test, also diabetes-related. ahahahahahahah. the arm bruise is actually kind of cool now I can straighten my arm again, it looks like they had to puncture my skin multiple times but really it was only once.
last night I wrote the chiaki segment of Sahasrara. which leaves naoe and takaya. I'm not sure if I should end it with takaya or if i should have a final neutral pov segment actually called sahasrara. but if i did that, what would be in it? the rest of it is introspect. if i had a seventh section i'd have to put semi-plot in it and that wouldn't work unless there it was a continuation of takaya and naoe.
hm.
as for khii, i've been spurred on to finish it by it's impending release in usa. i'm up to the last boss, as i have been for about a month now, but i've been trying for the special ending and i totally lost interest in trying to beat the hades cup all in one go because you need to set aside a lot of time to try doing that only to inevitably get pissed off when you have full health but get hit too many times in the fight with pete in round 20, as happened to me last night. furthest i got was round 43, when i got killed by one of the stupid random in between enemy groups. you can imagine how that rankled, i'm sure.
begin to feel that maybe i should just finish it now, watch the extra ending as downloaded like a month ago, and earn the extra bit later on, when i can be sodded. meanwhile i am going back to those plot summaries, which probably nobody cares about anymore except me but i'd like to have them around for fic reference. so i replayed through one of the more important bits from an older save last night, in order to get the dialogue as close as possible.
anyway, this is all just procrastination from the study i don't want to do when my eyeballs are burning, so i should lug my lazy arse off to actually get on with it all. so extremely sorry about the manic in the first part of the entry and the lack of capitalisation in the second part; i'm sure it's all very irritating, but i'm too tired to care. aaaaaargh.
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Date: 2006-03-27 08:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 08:40 am (UTC)YES. THAT WILL MAKE THE NEXT ENTRY I WILL MAKE AFTER FIC-UPLOAD! :D :D :D
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:08 am (UTC)You know you want to be cool.
anyway, c-ham, you do realize that if you finish without finishing, in KHII that is, you will never be bothered to really finish bc your lazzy(I'm aloud to insult you without being in trouble!?really!).
BTW please do try to go to bed at a better time tonight and eat better and don't die and don't stress yourself.
you sound really unhealthy.
do you think it would help if you were band from eating and just had supplement pills? that might kill you never mind.
are you still up and on the computer right now, I'm bored.(If yes the go to bed or ring me)
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:21 am (UTC)I'll get on it eventually, probably the holidays. It's just I want to see the ending and I can't really sit down and try to do the Hades Cup in mid-term, it takes too long. D:
I'm not that unhealthy, it's just my diabetes is screwing me around at the moment. it should have been okay overnight, I'm not sure why it dropped. I think maybe my stomach was getting scarred so when I swapped to a different area it became more effective or something. I dunno.
Why don't you have msn or something? I am suck at multi-tasking on phones.