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Sep. 27th, 2007 07:14 pm*headdesk* 7pm, why you gotta hurt me like this? it is physically painful for me to be awake right now, only I don't really have a choice because I'm at work.
The true irony is that earlier I checked my BGLs thinking "maybe it's just high" and it turned out it was, in fact, a little low. WHAT. if I can't even tell that, that's just... sad. and to be honest about five minutes ago when I was feeling terrible I thought, "NO, SRSLY, I MUST HAVE OVERTREATED" and tested my sugar only to find it, well, basically perfect. I'm so used to blaming my sugar levels for everything! they're usually involved in effect and perpetuating a vicious cycle if they're not the cause! i don't know what to do with this mystery exhaustion.
also, I feel like I have a fever, but whenever I think I have a fever someone tests my temperature and it's like, 36.6, so probably that's in my mind.
mmmm, sleep. hopefully I should start to wake up at maybe 8. then again I'm getting cold so maybe I'm starting to wake up already. my natural body rhythms are so bizarre.
... sorry for this post, it's basically spam. <<
The true irony is that earlier I checked my BGLs thinking "maybe it's just high" and it turned out it was, in fact, a little low. WHAT. if I can't even tell that, that's just... sad. and to be honest about five minutes ago when I was feeling terrible I thought, "NO, SRSLY, I MUST HAVE OVERTREATED" and tested my sugar only to find it, well, basically perfect. I'm so used to blaming my sugar levels for everything! they're usually involved in effect and perpetuating a vicious cycle if they're not the cause! i don't know what to do with this mystery exhaustion.
also, I feel like I have a fever, but whenever I think I have a fever someone tests my temperature and it's like, 36.6, so probably that's in my mind.
mmmm, sleep. hopefully I should start to wake up at maybe 8. then again I'm getting cold so maybe I'm starting to wake up already. my natural body rhythms are so bizarre.
... sorry for this post, it's basically spam. <<