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Jun. 12th, 2003 04:25 pmMeh. Testing week is TEH SUX. I'm going to do mediocre or worse in everything. Even after study hell. And that's forever changed my perspective, by the way. I did only about 10-12 hours of non-intense study today and yesterday for Jap and English, which is before this week more than I had EVER DONE EVER, and I feel like I've done NOTHING. Oh, the guilt.
As for tests... History was probably the best one so far, and that's just cause of study hell. I fear that my answers were structured dodgily, that my definitions were too short or just crapulent, that my paragraph on Erasmus was too long, that my writing was too big, that I was just completely BULLSHITTING and it was obvious, and... well, you get the point. Everything else was just EVIL. Maths was mildly screwed, and that's only the stuff I KNOW I didn't do right. English... I'm not sure. I have this feeling that it may have been the biggest pile of steaming crud I have ever written ever, but I don't know. And JAPANESE WAS JUST PLAIN BAD. I was mashing together sentence structures to create all new and hideously unidentifiable strings of goobledigook. Too long strings, on top of that- I had one sentence that was 4 lines long. May I remind all that Japanese writing takes less space than English? YEAH. I was just chucking particles in at random, too- along the lines of: "Is it wa or ga? Meh, who cares!" I'm going to get bugger-all for grammatical accuracy. On the plus side, I WAS very creative. I'm not entirely sure if that's the kind of creativity Heidi-sensei was quite looking for, however. ^ ^;
I should study for IT. But I hate study, I hate tests, and I am very much sick of learning, so instead I am going to LOAF and PIG OUT. And possibly chatter on the phone incessantly.
In other words, return to normal activites.
Will anyone celebrate an end to testing week with me after tomorrow? Or must I curl up in a corner with chocolate and celebrate alone while others party?
As for tests... History was probably the best one so far, and that's just cause of study hell. I fear that my answers were structured dodgily, that my definitions were too short or just crapulent, that my paragraph on Erasmus was too long, that my writing was too big, that I was just completely BULLSHITTING and it was obvious, and... well, you get the point. Everything else was just EVIL. Maths was mildly screwed, and that's only the stuff I KNOW I didn't do right. English... I'm not sure. I have this feeling that it may have been the biggest pile of steaming crud I have ever written ever, but I don't know. And JAPANESE WAS JUST PLAIN BAD. I was mashing together sentence structures to create all new and hideously unidentifiable strings of goobledigook. Too long strings, on top of that- I had one sentence that was 4 lines long. May I remind all that Japanese writing takes less space than English? YEAH. I was just chucking particles in at random, too- along the lines of: "Is it wa or ga? Meh, who cares!" I'm going to get bugger-all for grammatical accuracy. On the plus side, I WAS very creative. I'm not entirely sure if that's the kind of creativity Heidi-sensei was quite looking for, however. ^ ^;
I should study for IT. But I hate study, I hate tests, and I am very much sick of learning, so instead I am going to LOAF and PIG OUT. And possibly chatter on the phone incessantly.
In other words, return to normal activites.
Will anyone celebrate an end to testing week with me after tomorrow? Or must I curl up in a corner with chocolate and celebrate alone while others party?
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Date: 2003-06-12 12:43 am (UTC)are
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DON'T say you are mediocre or worse you have studied REALLY hard!!! you are going to do REALLY well in IT!!! you understand everything!!! and I BET you did REALLY well in Jap and English too just cos you are GOOD at them and you studied and... YOU ARE JUST GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!
TESTING WEEK IS ALMOST OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2003-06-12 01:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-06-12 01:43 am (UTC)I'm trying to get mum to let me have a party here but I have to work for it ^-^ would you like to come if I can???
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Date: 2003-06-12 01:52 am (UTC)So if you are doing something, I'd love to do so with you! END OF TESTING WEEK, hooray!
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Date: 2003-06-12 01:56 am (UTC)now ALL I need to do is pressure mum into letting me have a PARTY!!! ^-^ I hope I can!!! we have to have SOME sort of party!!!! it won't be a sleepover though... there is NO way I'm allowed a sleepover!!!
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Date: 2003-06-12 02:05 am (UTC)Not that I have most of those things in the FIRST place, but you know what I mean. ^ ^ A party would be teh cool!