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[tammaiya]

Primary Ability: Healer Healers are gentle people, gifted with the ability to heal others with the strength of their own minds. They can examine a person's body and aura, helping them to recover from injury or sickness. Healers never put themselves first, and can be generous to a fault.
Secondary Ability: Farseeker Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.
What is your Misfit Talent?

This stong idealist values friendship highly, and will never give up on those
she loves.

What Obernewtyn Character
are you?


Feel a bit guilty for being all angsty, really. I'm persistently angsting in the face of determined happiness for half of you, and for others I'm inducing angst or making it worse. Urgh, I suck.

Comments

[ashen_key]

*growls* you do NOT suck!

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

...you don't need to be so vehement, you know. Everyone sucks sometimes; I'm just more full of crap than most.

[ashen_key]

True...but saying that you suck doesn't exactly help your angst, you know.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Maybe, but I'm not really trying to help my angst. When I do that, I just end up bottling, so I've learnt that for me, when I'm depressed wallowing in it is the healthiest way to go.

[ashen_key]

Oh. Do you know from experience how long you go on angsting?

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

*wince* BAD question. You're not going to like the answer, so you may want to distance yourself from the angsting.
I've been known to angst from anywhere under an hour to 5 months or so.

[ashen_key]

*smiles sadly* Bit late for me to do that, Shivs. Just a bit *sighs* anything I can do to help?

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

*sighs* Not... really. The best thing you can do for me is try not to let my angsting affect you as much as possible, cause knowing I'm making YOU feel bad makes me feel worse. I'm not saying to bottle it, though, cause that's bad. I'm just asking you to try not to let me get you down at all.
Ashie, my angsting is rather inevitable. It's not just the situation with my love life, ok? It's a whole horrible compilation of crap that seems to happen to me every so often. This time, you know, it's school, and grandpa, and then if you add my soap opera love problems on top of that, it's not surprising I'm in the middle of a breakdown. I'm not a very strong person, emotionally, and at times like these I just don't cope very well. I'll be alright eventually, I guess.
Besides, it's a third year... *mutters darkly* oh, that third year curse...

[ashen_key]

Yeah, I know it's not just the read soap-operah...the only person in my family's that's died in my living memory was my sister, and I was four at the time so I don't remember much, so I don't know exactly what you're going through with your grandfather, but I can imagine *hugs*

Ah yes, the dreaded third year...well, think of it this way, it's half-way over. Little over half-way over, four real months of school since December doesn't count...

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to be satisfied until it's over- it's not just school, third years are just BAD. Ack.
CURSE THIS HAPPY MUSIC! Must make an angst cd. I can't study to HAPPINESS. *snarl*

[ashen_key]

Download 'Hold On' by Sarah McLachlan, that's angsty.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the recommendation, will do.

[ashen_key]

You're welcome. Want me to give you more? Tori Amos is rather angsty.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Good for playlist. Doubt they'll all fit on the CD, though. Hm. Cd of MISERY tracklist so far:
Bitch
Brick
Mess
Missing
So Like A Rose
Iris
In the End
Still
I Try
Gone Away
Suicidal Dreams
Torn
Parts may change, depending on my preferences and how much fits on.

[ashen_key]

Ok. Tori Amos-
Crucify
Girl
Silent All These Years
Happy Phantom (music is happy, lyrics are not)
erm...Leather....*frowns and scuttles off to get the cover*

And oh, do I strike you as an uber-seme? Just curious...

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Don't know. Haven't really thought about it. Mari's always been an uber uke in my mind, and Eugenie has always been quite seme-ish. I've always thought of myself as a seuke, so I wasn't surprised to get 50%. But I can't decide with yours.

[ashen_key]

Because I always saw myself at around 60% or so, certainly not a 100%. And oh, 'Unguarded Moment' by Church is kinda angsty.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Have added Cicada and Billy, Don't Be a Hero to my cd.
Mwahaha. Misery makes me happy.
*pause* Ok, that was a practically a direct contradiction. *I*, however, knew what I meant.

[ashen_key]

Whatever works. *tilts head at contradiction* Tis the sign of a great mind, to live in paradox...

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Is it really? Cool. I'm a walking contradiction, so by logic that must make me a veritable genius. I can choose to believe that, anyway- it's better than merely drawing the conclusion that I'm seriously screwed up in the head.
Have retrieved my Corrs cd from the car, so NOW I can add "Forgiven Not Forgotten". And possible "What Can I Do?". Haven't decided if it's TOO horribly angsty, yet.

[ashen_key]

Only know 'Forgiven Not Forgotten' and oh! On sunday, abc, 8:30....*drum-roll* there shall be 'The Other Boylen Girl'....

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know. My mum said, it's the book I read with the George/Francis slash. "What Can I Do?" is that Sammy theme. You know, "what can I do to make you love me?" etc?
Will also add Queen of Hollywood which ALWAYS makes me cry, I think because it reminds me of my cousin. May or may not add Dreams, depending on time; I like the song, but it's technically NOT angsty. I just find it depressing at the moment because it's a Cassiel themesong.

[ashen_key]

"I Hope I Never", by Split Endz is rather depressing. Aww, Cass theme song...*winces* But yes, I know about said George/Francis. That's why I squealed and danced around for glee. Jodhi May's being Anne. Not sure if I can see her as that...ah well.