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[tammaiya]

Siobhan:

Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You are a constructive thinker. You have a need for monetary security. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

Clare:

You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You have a need to be up front. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You can be quite inventive and quite curious.

Higgins:

You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You need to learn proper evaluation of labor and work. You can be either a compulsive worker or a professional loafer. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status.

... eep. *gets scared* Some of that is FREAKISHLY accurate.
Anyway, what's up in the life of me? I have designated myself a new themesong, over which I'm feeling both extremely proud and egotistical. Bitch, by Alanis Morisette.


I hate the world today
You're so good to me, I know
but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin'
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived,
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way.


At work, I was drawing, and heaps of the patients commented. More than usual when I draw, I mean. The point of my mentioning this is that one of the patients said I ought to go into animating, cause that was the kind of thing that they were looking for. When I protested that I wasn't good enough, she said she had a friend who did it, and was now a 2D animator making mega bucks in queensland. Then she said I ought to do this course in Reid. Hm. Something to think about, at any rate.
Feel mildly sparkly at the moment. Have taken a brief respite from being depressed, so I'm livin' it up in Rio for the few hours I've got before it crashes down with a vengeance. Which, unfortunately, it is doomed to do- tomorrow is Friday. *wince*
Ah well. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Edited to say: Oh, and my mother totally sucks. She threatened to send me to Narrabundah if I didn't stop crying, cause it was pissing her off. Bah!

Comments

[alyxgardensdale.livejournal.com]

That's awful, doesn't she relise that moving would make you worse, although if you have to go, Bunda is really shiny looking

[ashen_key]

*tilts head* Who's the 'you' in the song? It's a good theme song for you, btw. *hugs* DOn't get sent to 'Bundah...please?

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Meh, like I said, empty threat. My parents have been threatening to send me to public schools about 60-100 times a year or so since I was in year 3. I'm rather used to it, now.
I'm glad you agree... as for the 'you'? Hm. I don't... really know. I guess in a way it's a variety of people. Some more than others. Eh, ask me later, on the phone or something.

[terr0rflare.livejournal.com]

CRY SOME MORE!!!!!!!!!!

COME TO BUNDAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEED MORE FANGIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :3:3:3

*glomp*