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tammaiya*sigh* Have just finished History homework for tonight, though the existence of work tomorrow means I should probably finish the entire sheet.
Have been on verge of tears all day.
Upon waking up first thing in the morning, I realised I had a free, informed my parents, and went back to sleep. Waking up second thing in the morning, I realised that I was running late and the suchlike. Also, that I had PE first and still had no PE uniform. *wince*
So I had breakfast, and mum pointed out I wasn't having enough protein so I had an egg with my toast. Then I accidentally tipped it over in the microwave when it was half-cooked, and it spilled everywhere. I burst into tears, mother told me I was being ridiculous and cleaned the microwave, then I cooked another egg.
Was 15 minutes late to PE. Had a note for not having a uniform, so didn't get into trouble this time. Hooray! (Was later horrified when mother told me I'd have to wear an old netball skirt of my sister's in future. NETBALL SKIRT? woe is me.)
Was uber-late for Form. So were liz, lizanne, lillian and sam, though, as all are in the same PE class as I.
IT, didn't have mouse for awhile, all was teh crap. Urge to burst into tears because I briefly couldn't understand the javascript and we have a test next week, but it sorted itself out. Sort of, I still have the urge to cry on that count and I'm going to fail and burn in hell, but whatever.
Almost burst into tears in History because we got too much homework and I couldn't understand the bloody university text excerpt.
Almost burst into tears in Double Jap because we have an oral coming up as WELL as a test and I just generally suck and I'm sick of failing, especially since for the last 3 years I've been getting straight A's.
I should be at dance, but Mari wasn't going cause of her Physics assignment (she was also sick, so it's good that she didn't go- she would have gone anyway, otherwise) so I decided not to because I'm dying under homework again.
Then I tried doing my history homework, and I DID cry. Er, again. Then my mother helped me understand University crapulence sheet, and all was (partially) good. Was left with the vague and lasting impression that I'm scared of Uni, because I've just realised you get there and they expect you to be able to understand these sheets and take good notes and learn from lectures just like THAT *CLICK*. Mum said maybe I ought to save up for a laptop as I am a fast typist and a slow writer, and said I may get financial assistance to do so in the future from her and father when I expressed dismay at $1000-2000 associated cost.
I hate homework. I simultaneously love and hate school, and don't even understand WHY on the count of the former. Bah.
And Ashie STILL wasn't at school. *glare* Curse you for being sick, you treacherous goose! I WAS GONNA TORTURE YOU!
Oh, and Jammie put down your quote as "slash slash slash slash slash slash slash etc". I thought you might want to know, so you could kill her at a later date.
... mine was "MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
Have been on verge of tears all day.
Upon waking up first thing in the morning, I realised I had a free, informed my parents, and went back to sleep. Waking up second thing in the morning, I realised that I was running late and the suchlike. Also, that I had PE first and still had no PE uniform. *wince*
So I had breakfast, and mum pointed out I wasn't having enough protein so I had an egg with my toast. Then I accidentally tipped it over in the microwave when it was half-cooked, and it spilled everywhere. I burst into tears, mother told me I was being ridiculous and cleaned the microwave, then I cooked another egg.
Was 15 minutes late to PE. Had a note for not having a uniform, so didn't get into trouble this time. Hooray! (Was later horrified when mother told me I'd have to wear an old netball skirt of my sister's in future. NETBALL SKIRT? woe is me.)
Was uber-late for Form. So were liz, lizanne, lillian and sam, though, as all are in the same PE class as I.
IT, didn't have mouse for awhile, all was teh crap. Urge to burst into tears because I briefly couldn't understand the javascript and we have a test next week, but it sorted itself out. Sort of, I still have the urge to cry on that count and I'm going to fail and burn in hell, but whatever.
Almost burst into tears in History because we got too much homework and I couldn't understand the bloody university text excerpt.
Almost burst into tears in Double Jap because we have an oral coming up as WELL as a test and I just generally suck and I'm sick of failing, especially since for the last 3 years I've been getting straight A's.
I should be at dance, but Mari wasn't going cause of her Physics assignment (she was also sick, so it's good that she didn't go- she would have gone anyway, otherwise) so I decided not to because I'm dying under homework again.
Then I tried doing my history homework, and I DID cry. Er, again. Then my mother helped me understand University crapulence sheet, and all was (partially) good. Was left with the vague and lasting impression that I'm scared of Uni, because I've just realised you get there and they expect you to be able to understand these sheets and take good notes and learn from lectures just like THAT *CLICK*. Mum said maybe I ought to save up for a laptop as I am a fast typist and a slow writer, and said I may get financial assistance to do so in the future from her and father when I expressed dismay at $1000-2000 associated cost.
I hate homework. I simultaneously love and hate school, and don't even understand WHY on the count of the former. Bah.
And Ashie STILL wasn't at school. *glare* Curse you for being sick, you treacherous goose! I WAS GONNA TORTURE YOU!
Oh, and Jammie put down your quote as "slash slash slash slash slash slash slash etc". I thought you might want to know, so you could kill her at a later date.
... mine was "MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
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Date: 2003-08-06 08:35 am (UTC)YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY!!!!! there are WAY to many people sad/depressed/angsting at the moment... are you OK...? you really don't sound OK!! have you been getting enough sleep? sometimes people overreact to things like crying if they are tired so it might be good if you went to bed early!!... I don't really know what I can do to make you feel better but if you wanna chat I'll offer any advice I can!!
PLEASE FEEL BETTER SOON!!!
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Date: 2003-08-06 08:38 am (UTC)Also
WE HAVE A TEST?!?!?!
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Date: 2003-08-06 08:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 08:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 09:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 08:47 am (UTC)IM IN YOUR PE CLASS TOO!!!
*sulks*
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Date: 2003-08-06 09:21 am (UTC)I'm guessing you were late for Form too, huh?
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Date: 2003-08-06 09:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 09:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 11:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-06 11:41 am (UTC)no1 understandz em
waht u sew u reep
i htae teh wolrd
Like so? *snorf* I think I'll enter it in the school poetry competition, what do you think?
I don't know why everyone is so down... I'd say the weather, but that's just cliche and really rather irrelevent.