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[tammaiya]

My grandpa just died. I'm... no, I'm not fine, of course I'm not fucking fine, mum yelled at me because I asked her if she was ok when she burned her fingers, we're going to Sydney tomorrow, I have to reschedule at LEAST 3 tests, I have to get someone to work my shift on thursday, I'm worried about my brother, I'm worried about me, and that's only ONE reason why my life is falling to shreds! I'm taking all my schoolwork with me, but how am I going to study for IT? It's so juvenile, and pointless, but... why me? WHY?

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[schmendrannie.livejournal.com]

oh my god, siobhan, that's TERRIBLE. i remember when my grandmother died and that was one of the worst times of my young life. words can't express.... i feel so bad for you, i'm so sorry. and dude, don't get too stressed about school and work and things - i'm sure everyone will try to be reeeeallly understanding because you've been having such a crap time. and hey, we'll always be here to help you too - DON'T YOU FORGET THAT. man, i wish you were here so i could give you a big hug. consoling over the internet feels so cold and mechanised.....i'm SO SORRY, siobhan. i hope you're okay.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

thanks annie. I know you mean it, and while it's good to hear it in person, just knowing that people care and even understand what I'm going through makes me feel just THAT much better. Everyone's being so good about this... it's hard, but it isn't the first time I've gone through this. Grandpa was my last grandparent... I really loved him, and I miss him so much. My brother pointed out we lost our grandparents in a relatively short time, 3 in 6 years, but... I've had to learn/will have to learn to deal with this stuff, I guess. Once again... thanks so much. *HUG*

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

look, i've rung you. and you know what i've told you, and you're probably packing for sydney right now.

but i want you to have written proof that you're my best friend, and i love you like one of my sisters. when your life is crap, i'm your seam sewerer-upperer; i can't make things the way they were, but i'll always do everything i damn well can to make you happy. you deserve to be happy. r0x0rity child, puppy tr0n, celestina, yasha, s-chan, viligante sister - you know you'll always be so bloody special to me, and you can lean on me whatever happens. you'll be ok. you're strong enough.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

thank you. I love you too, eugenie. And like you said, we've both said it enough, but... I just... I do. And I wanted to say it again. And when I get back after the funeral, I am going to glomp you, and I am going to cry on you, and we are going to go around being super bestest friendsies pissing people off with our lunacy. plan?

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

in teh word of teh succulent johnathan gabriel: WORD!!!!!11!111!11!111!!!!111!!!1111!1!11

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

*giggle* WORD!!!!!!11!!!!!!1!!!!!!!11!!!!!111 Man, j00z iz mah SISTA, gal!

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

n' you'll be HUNTED DOWN BY THE *~**~**HEROINES OF TIME*~**~**~~!!!

*JUMP-PUNCH!*

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

ah, we were so cute and yet so crap. *snigger* Remember how Hanlie thought he'd be a bit scared of us hunting him? Heh.
I wonder if they have, like, sister-adoption ceremonies...

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

oooo, I KNOW!! *crystalline squeal* WE CAN BE *~HEART-SIBS*~*~!!! wouldn't that be like, so cool?! and we could write angst fluff about rinoa and squall together, and refer to each other as 'oh, 'siiiiiiiiiib~!' at ALL TIMES!!

sound fun?

.....REMEMBER HAIR-SPOCK?

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

...... I hate you. You AND your heart sibs. *shudder* Het... rinoa... you hurt me deep inside.
And yeah. Lord, we were mean. We mocked poor Hanlie's Trekkie obsession a little bit mercilessly.

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

BUT WE LUVX0RED HER TOO!!!! and she DID have her tightsy-tights comebacks, didn't she?

i gotta go to bed - five minutes to midnight, dude ^^;

BUT RING ME!?!? OK!??!??!? FROM SYYYDNEYYY!! SPEND MONEY DURING YOUR PARENTS' GRIEF! THEY WILL NOTICE IT LESS!

*HUUUURRGRGGRHSH*

i'll see you soon. and you've got me to make sure you're ok, got it?

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

I'll be spending my own money, sadly. I'll manage, though. It's not like I use my mobile that much, anyway, and I have prepaid credit which needs to get used SOMEHOW. May as well spend it on you, after all. *grin*
And I know you'll be there. I trust you enough to know that. *hug*
... Ooh, those tightsy-tights comebacks. We were all so CUTTING in year 7. *snorf*
I gotta go to bed, too. I'll call you from Sydney, and I'll be back... in a week, at the latest.

[minkhollow]

Oh, that sucks. ::hugs::
Don't let the stress kill you, all right? That would be bad.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thanks. I'm feeling a little bit better now, mainly because talking is healthy and everyone has rung me up or contacted me over the internet. Schoolwork will just learn to deal, or I will. Or at least, I certainly hope so. ^ ^; Thanks for commenting- it really does make things a little easier.

[ashen_key]

*hugs* Everyone said everything (as per usual), and I can't really say I know what you are going through because, quite frankly, I don't. The one person in my close family that died in my life-time was my sister, Brittany, and she did so when I was four and she was onyl a couple days old.

BUT, I'm always here for a hug or a shoulder to cry on or ANYTHING...sorry I couldn't be more helpful, maya padrooga *hugs*