*exhausted sigh*
Oct. 24th, 2003 08:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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ryokophoenix. ^^; For a good cause, of course.I feel amazingly like a house of cards. My happiness is precarious and fragile, and is built on a bedrock of depression. Then someone asks how I am, REALLY asks, not just the everyday "how are you", it's like a slight tremor, and the cards teeter. Then, eventually for no apparent reason at all, the card house falls down. Have you ever noticed that? A card house can collapse without there being any discernible explaination. It just... does. And then the construction you've created so cautiously and painstakingly is destroyed, and I burst into tears. Anyway. That's life, I guess.
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Date: 2003-10-24 12:10 pm (UTC)NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO you can't burst into tears!!!!!!!!!! you have helped make my day SO special you CAN'T be upset!!! the day is TOO wonderful for you to be upset!!!! BE HAPPY AND SMILE S-CHAN!!! you don't need to be upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
your happiness is fragile????
TAKE SOME OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!
^-^ I have enough happiness to go around at the moment!!!
here you go *hands over some happiness* ^-^ SMILE!!!
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Date: 2003-10-24 06:48 pm (UTC)(And how d'you add the sparkly bits, anyway?)
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Date: 2003-10-25 04:59 am (UTC)And the sparkles? Well, I nicked the source coding from Mel. It's from some site or other, I think.
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Date: 2003-10-25 02:19 am (UTC)anything to do with me or is it just general depressioness?
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Date: 2003-10-25 02:37 am (UTC)you get more counselling after the fete, yo.
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Date: 2003-10-25 04:56 am (UTC)I'm going to the football... at 4.
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Date: 2003-10-25 12:32 pm (UTC)And once again, if people told me what was going on I'd at least have some guidlines on how to act.
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Date: 2003-10-25 01:07 pm (UTC)i may go on, for the purpose of sending your pictures of him.
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Date: 2003-10-25 01:09 pm (UTC)Well, come on, then. Make your appearance. Spam away.
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Date: 2003-10-25 01:14 pm (UTC)BRODY SPAM!
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Date: 2003-10-25 01:15 pm (UTC)Par-TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!
Shparklez
Date: 2003-10-25 11:13 pm (UTC)I thought I would make an appearance now that you've given me permission.
tee-hie-hie 'tiz sparkely!
waz amazed to find I could still eat after party on Friday.
I scare myself sometimes...
aynd be HAPPY you silly one! DANCE, SING, REJOYCE!
Re: Shparklez
Date: 2003-10-26 12:32 am (UTC)I'm happier now, if that makes you feel any better. Ah, the true joy one gains by not doing homework. *avoids looking at maths homework*
cho~colate
Date: 2003-10-26 05:15 am (UTC)And yeah, I ate after doing an hour and a half's shift on the fairy floss + another hour and half on the pancake stall as well...
I REALLY scare myself sometimes...
Re: cho~colate
Date: 2003-10-26 05:24 am (UTC)I've sort of started my maths hw, but it's rather... half-hearted and sad, really. What are you doing?
behold the fangirl
Date: 2003-10-26 05:40 am (UTC)I laugh at you and your maths.
Re: behold the fangirl
Date: 2003-10-26 05:52 am (UTC)I'm multitasking- chatting to people on the net whilst doing maths.
arg noooo I am defeated
Date: 2003-10-26 06:02 am (UTC)All I'm doing is surfing the net and...surfing the net and...surfing the net and................
Aaaarg you ARE more productive than me!!
I never thought the day would come when I admitted defeat to the less productive-er than siobhan.
ah, well. I have no maths for the meanwhile so I laugh at you whilst bathing in my victory
Re: arg noooo I am defeated
Date: 2003-10-26 06:04 am (UTC)I often multitask like this. It's the only way I ever get anything done. ^^;
my cute mother
Date: 2003-10-26 06:10 am (UTC)And I found my mobile which makes the day doubly great
but mother lost hers at the fate.
wasn't she silly.
we have a little story to tell you about on this one.
Re: my cute mother
Date: 2003-10-26 06:13 am (UTC)Oh, and I've discovered that I could, technically, write the kanji for my name as Death Book. Although that wouldn't be really correct, because that would be Shihon. *shrug* It's better than Death Plate, though. -_-;
raises eyebrows
Date: 2003-10-26 06:23 am (UTC)I'm glad YOU take notice of me.
ah well.
and true, you could. Although not very desireable.
my name could be other side of evil.
...Hey, how cool! *cough* yes, kanji can change meanings completely.
Can't they purple plate?*nudge nudge*
Re: raises eyebrows
Date: 2003-10-26 06:32 am (UTC)You dare to call me Purple Plate, Ms Ricefield Home? Mwah! Maybe I'll just call myself Shi. There are lots of cool meanings for Shi, like Death and heaps of other ones.
Much jealousy for my friend Ji, though. Her name can come out as Beautful God. *mope* (Ji-n-a)
aah, comments going towards the right
Date: 2003-10-26 06:39 am (UTC)didn't I meantion my phone? I think victwa~ knows and I'm sure jen knows...I dunno why you wouldn't know about it.
ah well
and 'yknow...stragely, you get sick of being anonymous after a while...*eyes looking towards the distance*
I'd like to give you my number now, but I don't know it so I can't give it to you!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...HAha...ha.............*sighs*
Re: aah, comments going towards the right
Date: 2003-10-26 06:43 am (UTC)You poor anonymous thing, you. Do you want an LJ? Or, you know, you could get MSN. That'd be cool.
moblie's birthday was about 15th of June
Date: 2003-10-26 06:49 am (UTC)would it relieve me of my anonymous state?
Also I am not responcible enough for a livejournal.
that would be why I don't have one now.
Although it would be kewl.
And hey, Carlein knew about my phone the day after I got it...
I dunno why though...
Re: moblie's birthday was about 15th of June
Date: 2003-10-26 06:54 am (UTC)...Yes. It was the second week of the hols when I was in Sydney.
The point of getting MSN would be that it is like ICQ, except ICQ don't work on my computer any more.
And what's responsibility got to do with it? Many people less responsible than you possess LJ. XD You sure you don't want one? Even just for commenting?
sorry for the wait, had to get Lil
Date: 2003-10-26 07:32 am (UTC)I would apdate it something like once a week...
or whenever I'm talking with someone.
Re: sorry for the wait, had to get Lil
Date: 2003-10-26 07:34 am (UTC)true
Date: 2003-10-26 07:41 am (UTC)"went to Sydney and got pack of tarot cards..."
...this was the last entry?
I figured I was stupid at a later date...*goes to hide in corner*
Does it require effort to be LJ user?
I don't like effort
Re: true
Date: 2003-10-26 07:49 am (UTC)As for effort... you've got to be JOKING, girl! This is me we're talking about, yes? Since when have you known me to do something involving hard work?
Can't even read title it's going too far to the left...I mean the right
Date: 2003-10-26 07:56 am (UTC)and yeah...you and effort...a lot like me and effort...
oh that freaked me out.
the song I'm listening to starts with 'meaningful breathing sounds' and it always sounds like something dogey...although it's not.
It's not just me! And I've had this song for ages and it still hold the same effect.
Oh it made my heart jump *face feels like it's blushing*
Re: Can't even read title it's going too far to the left...I mean the right
Date: 2003-10-26 08:01 am (UTC)Haha, you're being disturbed by a song breathing at you. *smirk* Poor diddums.
And I have finished mine maths and moved on to Japanese. I think I know how to write about 200 kanji or so! *rejoices*
the song's moved on too
Date: 2003-10-26 08:09 am (UTC)he, he, he...*dry laughter*
taking a differant note, it's good to have your maths finished.
I finished mine on friday!*gloat gloat*
I was also on the computer then.
Re: the song's moved on too
Date: 2003-10-26 08:13 am (UTC)As for you being meant to know that much a term... ahem... HAHA. That's what you get for being able to speak and read japanese more fluently than english! *grin* What kanji do you use for your first name, by the way?
sorry, waz getting ready for Jen
Date: 2003-10-26 08:30 am (UTC)don't laugh at the not-suiting-mari-prettyness
'home of jasmine'
so 'yknow I'm rice field home of Jasmine.
Aren't I pretty (sounding)
i now hav to leave
Date: 2003-10-26 08:34 am (UTC)I'll hav to leave ya, but I'll see ya!
Gu-ten Nacht wiz love
Min
Re: i now hav to leave
Date: 2003-10-26 08:37 am (UTC)